Thinking of doing a little experiment.... :P

I've never really been REALLY deprived from sleep, and if I sleep, I will be even more tired if I don't get the full 12h cycle, thus, I'm considering of staying awake throughout the night.

Might go well, might not. Not to mention, that I have exam later today (Development in EUCIP).
We'll see, maybe i'll pass out before I can get to that point.

Update of 29.03.2015 -- Void

To me, void is state, where everything and nothing exists at the same time. What exists and not, is up to me.

In the dream, there was no light, no stars, no moon or no sun. There initially was nothing. I created some plain landscape to revisit some of my thoughts. I saw our family's dead dog. He was happy. There were some people, which I did not recognize.
After a while, I decided to try 'descend' into old dreams to find answers. "There is no gravity (starts levitating), there is no ground (landscape disappears), there is no 'world' (senses of 'where' and 'when' disappear). (Own voice echoes in head) I will now 'fall'."
Just when I started falling, I woke up. Dang.

Whole day of Blenderin'. Nothing great.

This was original render, but in my mom's opinion, it was too "dark".

So, I added some lighting.

Wood log -- completely unnecessary amount of effort put into it (barely in the render at all).

Well, it wasn't anything difficult anyways.

Floor, with some messed up displacements and normals.

And of course, marble pillars, which look like they are made of polished plastic.

Ain't even gonna say anything about the metal thingy next to it. Epic fail on normals and shaders.

Well, whatever. These renders usually find their way to the trashbin in less than 5 seconds. :D

Update of 21.03.2015

Fuck this. My dreams just annihilated my own good mood. AARRRGGHHHH.  .... Goddangit. Well-p, more drowning myself in music and Blenderin'. (sarcastic) Not like I wanted to be happy or anything, nope.

(Sighs), fuck my cursed existence.

Sun eclipse

Some good pictures of today's sun eclipse. Took em with an android tablet camera, by attempting to match floppy-disk with different rotation speed (attached to a motor with variable resistor).

Half with cutouts worked better than the whole.

Edit: Freeze-frame from video

Update of 18.03.2015

Last few days haven't been feeling all too well, been drowning myself in various things. Music, 3D, anime -- whatever distracts me.

Certain things recurring in dreams. The little girls again. Probably because I'm feeling f*cking lonely and with no clue what to do with my life (now there's a thing I haven't experienced in a long time). Also had a nightmare. Haven't had one in a long time.

Well, nothing much more to really tell. Can't be bothered to publish the unpublished posts.

Update of 8.03.2015

Well, some interesting dreams. Can't quite remember today's yet. I'll remember it by evening, quite sure. There's always this "flip" that causes me to remember every single detail instantaneously. At current state, they are heavily fragmented.

Oh, and Death Parade is still getting even better. Really, really awesome. Serious props to the makers.

Death Parade Ep 8
Death Parade Ep 9


Well, the usual group was together again yesterday and we played CashFlow (similar to monopoly) for quite the while.

Other than that, haven't done much.