Update of 9.09.2015

Well-p. It's been over a month since I posted anything here. I've mainly been doing streams and random art, so yeah.

A lot of post-dreams have become more of a state of awareness to what I could actually do. And I'm kinda remembering how things are constructed. ... that is meanwhile cursing later why things don't fucking work. :P
But considering how fast my style has changed and the amount I learn, is pretty darn big... but personally, I think it's still too little. The constant feeling of "I could do a lot better" persists and often leads to frustration and and sadness.

Reference + Freestyle sketch (8-th September)

Bodies still look heavily awkward and don't have the correct feeling to them.

(7-th September, random Lineart)

Some traditional art (4-th September)

(26 August, got annoyed by the facial expression and perspective, abandoned)

(25-th August, Yuki's Birthday)

(???, inspired by Facebook's pirate language)

Wasting time again (5.08.2015)

This is how I waste time:

While playing GMod Deathrun, this happened. Yuki took a screenshot XD

And while streaming Dark Messiah, there raised a question how big is big (referring to boobs). And Yuki was kinda disappointed with her own, so i drew a picture with her having some. 

(Clearly not one of my best, but it's something)

There are other stuff, but don't feel like wasting time on that. Oh well.

Update of 1.08.2015

I'm slowly gaining control over dreams. Especially using and utilizing abilities. Flying has turned into one of the most used ones. No matter the theme of dream (except terror), I can use it, though not instantly. Takes time to get the feeling.

While talking about dreams, I remember some, that i'd like to note down.

"Click"
In a world quite similar to our own, I met a lady in about 30's. She was able to freely use PK. I asked how she does it and she answered that "you relax and empty your mind, then focus on the object until it 'clicks', then manipulate it". I'm unsure to what she was referring to. Bio-field? State of mind? *shrugs*

Flying-related dreams
Well, for one, I got a good understanding on how my village looks from above. It was awesome :P

And I one dream, i was thirsty, so i tried to get something to drink from one of those dispenser machines. Then a guy comes to shoo me away.

In today's dream, there was some show-type of thingy going on. I was just observing from the back row by levitating. :D

The other thing I've been trying to do is "collide" dream world with reality. Kind of like a state of mind where you exhibit full capabilities of dream world. For example, visualization. The clarity you have in a dream and the ability to instantly create things. It would be extremely useful with art, music etc.
Just yesterday, after waking and going back to sleep, I saw an extremely detailed image of a nekomimi (catgirl). I mean on a level of a professional artist, who has had years of experience with manga. However when I tried to recreate it, I had forgotten most about it.

Update of 11.07.2015

Ugh, finally that stupid day is over.

More tests.

Seems sensors give somewhat false info while heavily on use. Then again, wouldn't surprise me if they actually gave the correct either.

CPU standby (~10% CPU usage) temps: 32-36C
CPU standby with external cooling: 27 - 30C

CPU usage at max: peaked at 50C, dropped to 42C

CPU usage at max with external cooling: Also peaked 50C, but dropped immediately to 35C (later to 30C).

Well, I guess this is as far as you go with DIY cooler. Least it doesn't set your hands on fire anymore :P
(not like you'd get dry ice and alcohol here anyways. Otherwise could use that as some sort of a coolant? Get a square aquarium and submerge the whole damn thing in there xD *shrugs*)


As far as dreams go... they've been fairly boring. Certain things here there, but nothing worth actually writing down.

OBE is a no-no. It just doesn't want to work. -.-

Oh well. Sleepy time now.

Update of 5.07.2015

 Damn hot days, making me do stuff.
(a CPU fan running on 24V to cool my laptop. Nope. Hasn't burned through, but gets hot on a long run.)

I say it outdid itself. There are almost no airholes underneath the laptop. Not bad... not bad at all.

Days have gone the same way really. Nothing else to say.