More proper post

So now i have more time, i will make a more proper one on stuff i've done.

First off, i went to see a mom's friend, who is an energy worker as well. She has her own perspective on stuff, but she knows what she's doing. Nothing new so far really. Just a few thing.

Secondly, i have been training OBE's and i have got further. To the ... vibration stage, i believe that's what they call it. It's as fading away to yourself, or starting to rise. Kinda strange to explain really.

3-rd, My PK abilities have dropped very low, yet my awareness is incredibly high. Even my sight has improved like 100x times. I looked out of the window and as far as i could see, no problem at all. Crystal clear.

4-th, i've programmed myself to pulse out energy and  affect anything in the area. That is only when i listen to very good music. Something that gives me goose pumps, and chills through my spine. :P

5-th, I started to train on straw on a pin. I actually had a good success until i created a construct. But i managed to break it, few minutes later, another construct lol.

6-th, I took some sleep pills, but that partially induced hyperactivity mentally. Put me into some kind of strange state, where energy moves more freely.

7-th, As everyone is progressing, i'm stuck here, furious. I'm missing something, doing something wrong even tho i do everything EXACTLY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!!!!!! >.<

8-th, I don't quite understand bio-field. Is it the thing surrounding you? Or is it inside like energy?

9-th Even when i use energy, it is out, i can use it but it does not have any effect FFS!!! >.<
It's really making me furious. I feel the damn cold breeze around me, i can feel energy within, i can project it, and no fu**ing result!

10-th, Sun pulsing, making sun radiate solar flares. Cancelled. Too dangerous. Switched for Solar shielding.

Long time since of last post

So i thought i will make a quick post here what i have achieved so far:

•  5-th aura layer seeing
• Stronger energy field and control
• More knowledge!
• People who can teach and guide me.
• More experience on getting OBE's. (Tho no success yet.)

And much more. I have no time to write this. Must go. I'll write when i have time ;)