Just a general update

I've gained even further control over energy, sensing and visualizing with no effort at all. That proves that training mindlessly does not improve your abilities.
Today, going through the grocery shop, i could easily see everyone's energy field and aura (i've separated the two. One is where i concentrate on it's length, amount and potential ,the other where i analyze it in color spectrums and in feelings.).

I had another dream but i can't remember it. I woke up at 6 am because i was already good to go. Forced myself back to sleep... barely succeeded. Can't recall seeing anything important.

Went to melt metal once again. Tin this time (aluminium is way too time consuming). Splashed a little bit of molten tin on my hand. Once again, no burns, no nothing. How odd. It's nearly as some sort of subconscious defence.


I'm feeling weird again. The depression's knocking on the door again. Go away. I'm feeling crap even without you. If you come back with a better future, then i'll accept you.

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Music: A7X - Brompton Cocktail

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Re-edit:

The weird moment when you can't recognize your own voice on a recording.
It's totally true. In occasions, my voice changes. Yet only it changes when i'm in certain mood. If i'm nervous, my voice sounds weird. Maybe it's just because i'm used to not using it, and when i even use it, i speak so silently. Most of the times people say that "i speak under my breath". The truth is that if people would listen, they would understand. (OBE vibrations at 0:07 in wake state of mind)

Vision lag

Yesterday i came across a weird experience. I was about to go to sleep when i decided to move hand in front of me. The first was the hand moving and then there was this... after-image. This after-image had a clear glow. The delay was approximately 0.1 - 0.3 millisec (which is easily enough time to notice the difference between two objects moving).

I thought, what if entities were to move, would they leave this kind of similar trace? Would they emit this glow/light?
Or what if the movement creates light?

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Probably just some stupid theories.

Long time since of last post

So i thought i will make a quick post here what i have achieved so far:

•  5-th aura layer seeing
• Stronger energy field and control
• More knowledge!
• People who can teach and guide me.
• More experience on getting OBE's. (Tho no success yet.)

And much more. I have no time to write this. Must go. I'll write when i have time ;)