Lots of deja vu's. Created fields of restoration around schools plants since they are in such bad shape. Tried reviving near-withered plant. Noticed that it barely had any energy left when compared with other nearby plants. Pin-pointed the energy channels and moved my own energy through it and left some there. Found it interesting.
Have been trying to move a ping pong ball (when will comes). So far, no significant movement. I keep losing my will after a couple of minutes.
Crazy heat after PE lesson today (barely did anything). Took the ping pong ball that i carry from my pocket, focused energy there and it got hot. It was still warm after 2 lessons. It's odd how energy does do what i want, yet does not work with TK. No matter what technique.
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I got a weird ... uhh... obsession? over sharp things. I REALLY like swords, knifes etc. At winters, i used to go out every day, build snowmen and cut em into hundreds of pieces with my homemade sword. I found it fun how things slowed down when i concentrated on them (hightened reflexes). Throw multiple things in air and hit them least twice. Most people consider me to be weird, but to me, it's really fun. To observe, to direct energy and strike with mind, rather than with physical strength. Like cutting thumb length thick ice blocks with a sword that will bend at any wrong move.
That reminds that i used to go out with -15C barefoot on snow and ice, for no apparent reason. You get used to it, if you focus on heat instead of cold.
Showing posts with label Energy work. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Energy work. Show all posts
Tuesday, October 22, 2013
Saturday, July 20, 2013
Just a general update
I've gained even further control over energy, sensing and visualizing with no effort at all. That proves that training mindlessly does not improve your abilities.
Today, going through the grocery shop, i could easily see everyone's energy field and aura (i've separated the two. One is where i concentrate on it's length, amount and potential ,the other where i analyze it in color spectrums and in feelings.).
I had another dream but i can't remember it. I woke up at 6 am because i was already good to go. Forced myself back to sleep... barely succeeded. Can't recall seeing anything important.
Went to melt metal once again. Tin this time (aluminium is way too time consuming). Splashed a little bit of molten tin on my hand. Once again, no burns, no nothing. How odd. It's nearly as some sort of subconscious defence.
I'm feeling weird again. The depression's knocking on the door again. Go away. I'm feeling crap even without you. If you come back with a better future, then i'll accept you.
Music: A7X - Brompton Cocktail
Re-edit:
The weird moment when you can't recognize your own voice on a recording.
It's totally true. In occasions, my voice changes. Yet only it changes when i'm in certain mood. If i'm nervous, my voice sounds weird. Maybe it's just because i'm used to not using it, and when i even use it, i speak so silently. Most of the times people say that "i speak under my breath". The truth is that if people would listen, they would understand. (OBE vibrations at 0:07 in wake state of mind)
Today, going through the grocery shop, i could easily see everyone's energy field and aura (i've separated the two. One is where i concentrate on it's length, amount and potential ,the other where i analyze it in color spectrums and in feelings.).
I had another dream but i can't remember it. I woke up at 6 am because i was already good to go. Forced myself back to sleep... barely succeeded. Can't recall seeing anything important.
Went to melt metal once again. Tin this time (aluminium is way too time consuming). Splashed a little bit of molten tin on my hand. Once again, no burns, no nothing. How odd. It's nearly as some sort of subconscious defence.
I'm feeling weird again. The depression's knocking on the door again. Go away. I'm feeling crap even without you. If you come back with a better future, then i'll accept you.
Music: A7X - Brompton Cocktail
Re-edit:
The weird moment when you can't recognize your own voice on a recording.
It's totally true. In occasions, my voice changes. Yet only it changes when i'm in certain mood. If i'm nervous, my voice sounds weird. Maybe it's just because i'm used to not using it, and when i even use it, i speak so silently. Most of the times people say that "i speak under my breath". The truth is that if people would listen, they would understand. (OBE vibrations at 0:07 in wake state of mind)
Friday, July 12, 2013
Minor chakra points and visualization
The truth is that i never have fully paid attention to major chakras. I think that people focus on them too much.
The feeling and visualization of wings seems to improve everything in overall. But mainly, makes more focused and confident. It sorta reminds me that it's as someone hugging you from behind (compassionately).
About the length from index finger to thumb at full reach down the center of wings, is the central that improves sight (On the spine, a little lower where ribs end).
There's a lot more, but i'm not yet sure what they specifically do.
The feeling and visualization of wings seems to improve everything in overall. But mainly, makes more focused and confident. It sorta reminds me that it's as someone hugging you from behind (compassionately).
About the length from index finger to thumb at full reach down the center of wings, is the central that improves sight (On the spine, a little lower where ribs end).
There's a lot more, but i'm not yet sure what they specifically do.
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
OBE attempts & other experiments
Still having this "lag". Whenever i nearly get out and have vision developing, i get shut off. Entering the state needed to get OBE takes no more than 3-5 min.
I took my time today. First pranayama, then clearing and hightening awareness to breath. From there on, gradually moving onto "unsticking" astral body (until i could sorta do 360 and keep spinning, then reverse). Projected an imaginary body a few steps away and tried to send consciousness there. Strangely, my imagination took form of a bug. I was flying to the kitchen and just when i thought i got it going , bang. Vision and connection cuts off. Darn it. >:/
Then for over an hour i tried to send my awareness to the moon (eyes open). I kept repeating "i'm on the moon. How does the surrounding look from there?". At points, it felt as it was trying to change. I think i took too difficult thing to do.
It's weird that at nights i get different results.
Last night, i heard static for a second (as in someone attempting to communicate). Then i was touched by the shoulder. Then there was a loud bang. Then i felt someone's presence (which really made me want to open my eyes).
On a side note, i've been watching a lot of anime lately and constantly having the thought "why is it that i've seen it somewhere before?" when i clearly have not. I really do feel as reliving my life. It's odd.
As well, i'm learning to manipulate other people's energies (as in direct their own energy to heal or for other purposes). I find sensing different kinds of energy real easy. Last night i scanned my cat for Yang, Yin, energy blockades and energy points. It was so simple. Just as if i had already known it.
I took my time today. First pranayama, then clearing and hightening awareness to breath. From there on, gradually moving onto "unsticking" astral body (until i could sorta do 360 and keep spinning, then reverse). Projected an imaginary body a few steps away and tried to send consciousness there. Strangely, my imagination took form of a bug. I was flying to the kitchen and just when i thought i got it going , bang. Vision and connection cuts off. Darn it. >:/
Then for over an hour i tried to send my awareness to the moon (eyes open). I kept repeating "i'm on the moon. How does the surrounding look from there?". At points, it felt as it was trying to change. I think i took too difficult thing to do.
It's weird that at nights i get different results.
Last night, i heard static for a second (as in someone attempting to communicate). Then i was touched by the shoulder. Then there was a loud bang. Then i felt someone's presence (which really made me want to open my eyes).
On a side note, i've been watching a lot of anime lately and constantly having the thought "why is it that i've seen it somewhere before?" when i clearly have not. I really do feel as reliving my life. It's odd.
As well, i'm learning to manipulate other people's energies (as in direct their own energy to heal or for other purposes). I find sensing different kinds of energy real easy. Last night i scanned my cat for Yang, Yin, energy blockades and energy points. It was so simple. Just as if i had already known it.
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