Time to make a short log

Just came to tell that i'm still alive.

Quite the much has happened lately. So here's what has happened:

1. Hearing scratches and footsteps, ignorance only makes them grow stronger and cause stronger events. This mostly happens while meditating. shy told it's my energies growing stronger. I'll try to control it again today.

2.It's freezing everywhere! I don't only mean outside, but inside too even if there's 25C or more. I think my yin energies are going under rampage.

3. Seeing symbols as usual.

4. Dreams of aliens and other. Nothing serious.

Nothing much else.

FIGHT SOPA!!!

Massive progress

I'm making a rapid progress in PK. I can make a light pulse with a thought only. I also seem to be able to project yang energy, yet i can't feel it. I projected it into my finger tips and they felt electric.
Had some strange dreams.
Also i can hold fingers in fire for some seconds without getting burned. But the strange part is, that i hurt later on. And it can't be qualified under burn. It goes away in few hours. Nerve burn (energy overload on nerve)?

Doctors say that nerves can't regenerate, means they wont work anymore. I think it's complete stupidity and ignorance. I mean i can clearly feel with spots that are supposed to be dead.

Back to my old self.

Did a lot of stuff lately. First off, i kinda absorbed the dark side of me. So yes, now i might be more evil-er. :D Tho it makes me stronger too.

Then i have done Music light pulsing. Came out pretty good. Managed to turn off the street lamps many times now.

Psi-wheel is like calling me. Wants me to practice.  Haven't done anything with psi-wheel for a long time now.

Seeing flashes, even if there ain't no light. Also flares that come off me. Like the sun.

Hmm what else... Seen dreams yet they all seems so unimportant. So won't write.

Nothing much else. :D

Feeling lifeless, seeing symbols, hallucinations...

I'm feeling lifeless again, i want to do something that can kill me. I need to overcome it. I want to jump to a ice cold water and meditate under water. Or stand in fire. I'm being imprisoned by reality again. I need to come close to death in order to be free of it.
I'm seeing symbols everywhere. One that i saw was like this.