Update of 1.08.2015

I'm slowly gaining control over dreams. Especially using and utilizing abilities. Flying has turned into one of the most used ones. No matter the theme of dream (except terror), I can use it, though not instantly. Takes time to get the feeling.

While talking about dreams, I remember some, that i'd like to note down.

"Click"
In a world quite similar to our own, I met a lady in about 30's. She was able to freely use PK. I asked how she does it and she answered that "you relax and empty your mind, then focus on the object until it 'clicks', then manipulate it". I'm unsure to what she was referring to. Bio-field? State of mind? *shrugs*

Flying-related dreams
Well, for one, I got a good understanding on how my village looks from above. It was awesome :P

And I one dream, i was thirsty, so i tried to get something to drink from one of those dispenser machines. Then a guy comes to shoo me away.

In today's dream, there was some show-type of thingy going on. I was just observing from the back row by levitating. :D

The other thing I've been trying to do is "collide" dream world with reality. Kind of like a state of mind where you exhibit full capabilities of dream world. For example, visualization. The clarity you have in a dream and the ability to instantly create things. It would be extremely useful with art, music etc.
Just yesterday, after waking and going back to sleep, I saw an extremely detailed image of a nekomimi (catgirl). I mean on a level of a professional artist, who has had years of experience with manga. However when I tried to recreate it, I had forgotten most about it.

Update of 11.07.2015

Ugh, finally that stupid day is over.

More tests.

Seems sensors give somewhat false info while heavily on use. Then again, wouldn't surprise me if they actually gave the correct either.

CPU standby (~10% CPU usage) temps: 32-36C
CPU standby with external cooling: 27 - 30C

CPU usage at max: peaked at 50C, dropped to 42C

CPU usage at max with external cooling: Also peaked 50C, but dropped immediately to 35C (later to 30C).

Well, I guess this is as far as you go with DIY cooler. Least it doesn't set your hands on fire anymore :P
(not like you'd get dry ice and alcohol here anyways. Otherwise could use that as some sort of a coolant? Get a square aquarium and submerge the whole damn thing in there xD *shrugs*)


As far as dreams go... they've been fairly boring. Certain things here there, but nothing worth actually writing down.

OBE is a no-no. It just doesn't want to work. -.-

Oh well. Sleepy time now.

Update of 5.07.2015

 Damn hot days, making me do stuff.
(a CPU fan running on 24V to cool my laptop. Nope. Hasn't burned through, but gets hot on a long run.)

I say it outdid itself. There are almost no airholes underneath the laptop. Not bad... not bad at all.

Days have gone the same way really. Nothing else to say.

Update of 4.07.2015

Nothing really has happened. Time really flying by. Kinda annoying, in fact.

Well, around 7 hours went on this:

Kinda fucked it up, but in overall, not too bad, I guess. Oh well.
Though, I did notice something after all that drawing. I could form a connection to solar plexus and hand. It immediately created the sensation of holding a pen and a state where it would be the most accurate. Nearly as in emotions flowed into my hand. Clearly a new sensation.

Dreams have been bizarre, but fun. I saw that I was singing with an old friend at an English class today. Haha, I would never usually do that, but the song was great. 3 minutes of singing. I loved it. xD

And 6 days.......... Oh god. That stupid day again. Everyone should just forget.

Update of 24.06.2015

Wow. Haven't had a lot of opportunities to write a log.

Well. Today, in the dream (I think it was a dream), I went OBE in a dream (soooo I made myself lucid? Hmm, i dunno). Did that 3 times. I might be actually capable of pulling it off in real life now. I still remember how it happened, so that's a good thing.

The "meeting" with the girl went just fine. In fact, too well I think. She keeps wanting to play games now.
Funny thing is, that we have so much in common. Like "wtf" much. Our families, personalities, likes are nearly identical.

So, we played Cry of Fear. She gets scared really easily, but, then there was this... <.<

And Portal 2 Coop

There is a weird thing I have noticed. It's not as if i'm looking with my eyes. It's as if i'm not in my own body anymore. It's as if i'm looking "at my body" rather "from my body". It's weird.

Also, as for delusions, I saw a huge (about the size of a fist) black butterfly flapping next to me. Had to move to the side for a second, since it seemed just weird.

Oh, and I love these. Takes it back to psiwheel days :P
http://9gag.com/gag/axG269L