Fucked up world (10.05.2015)

Grr. Darn you Optical Flares. Why won't you work. I've been stuck with you for 2 days straight and still not figured it out. *pouts*. Local plugin directory, is a no-no; Sandbox external plugin directory is a no-no; Internal is inaccessible; While scripts worked on 'version' defined plugin directory, Optical flares don't. Me no like-y that. Also, THOP (The house of Portable) said it had the damn plugin, while he did not. Goddarnit THOP.

About 2 weeks ago, I was getting quite bored of Dissection songs, but now, I love them again. I love the disharmonious sound in their songs. The dark feeling to it.

I like to think it like this:" While daytime highlights the shadows of the world, the night exposes it's tiniest fragments of light."

The "dark" feeling adds up to the "harmonious" part of the song. Just like "negative" moments are converted "positive" after hard trial-and-error. "Darkness illuminates the light", as weird as it sounds.
This is probably why i'm so obsessed with contrast of light and darkness, the balance in songs, the flow.
I mean, take for example your everyday pop-music -- It's boring. It has no content, nor of any 'contrast' to it. I'm not a huge fan of rap and stuff like that, but I remember these, which are worth listening to. As far as I know, nothing comes close to these:

LISTEN or READ!

Now, tell me again. IS MUSIC SAME? NO. All we now have is the word "nigga" and "bitch" being repeated over and over. Just skimpy suits with fucking basketballs as tits. It's funny that even porn stars are more well-mannered than the "celebrities" and "fashion models".

*Sighs*. Oh well. I guess I'm one of those 'anomalies' within mankind.