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Showing posts with label Blender. Show all posts
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Saturday, February 15, 2014

Update of 15.02.2014

Didn't make it to the PC yesterday... was too occupied with OBE.

While attempting OBE, i started to experience odd sensation. It felt like something was moving in my legs (later in hands too. It felt as there were snakes under my skin. This occurred physically, it was not mental, but it was partially fed by attention). After experiencing, it led to numbness. It would repeat the same process when the numbness would be disturbed. I guess the sensation would be quite similar to the sensation of a cramp, but without it actually going into the stage.

Funny thing was, when i was attempting OBE, my dad's leg went into a cramp and i could hear him moan in pain. I couldn't but laugh at it (i even do now, i *sorta* hate him. You can leave the word in "*" out. And the reason is because he is an ego-freak. Always thinks himself to be higher than others, gets furious at even he slightest things). xD

After that, i descended into deep trance and was able to see rather clearly through my eye lids. Nothing more happened after it.

Apart from this, my head has been aching. Not sure what's the problem... neck muscles seem ok, energy flow... ok. Hmmm....

Had another dream which i cannot remember... something to do with death again.

Watched an anime called "Dante's Inferno" (i've never read the book, nor have played the game). I guess it had a fair storyline.

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And made this for valentine for less than 2 hours... started too late, had no time to model (nor do UV mapping) more stuff so i rendered it with transparency and took an HDR scenery and put it as background (blurred it, used leveling and b&w filter). You can even see the blackness around the vase where i said "fuck it. I'm done" (got tired of the mistakes and left as it was).



Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Blenderin n' stuff (12.02.2014)

Been studying Blender for quite the while now. Following BlenderGuru's and BlenderCookie's tutorials, learning new stuff. I should learn more about rigging. Not much new stuff pops up anymore.
The latest i've made are these.

(Had to covert into jpeg... google apparently doesn't like png's for some reason.)



I'm just gonna leave the links here if anyone ever wants to download. I really don't care. I just do it for knowledge, and hope to get better.





There have been some minor geisting going on. The one that surprised me the most was when i woke up (around 8 at evening), sat in computer chair and watched 'Reporter' for a while. When the voting part came in, left side of the tv glitched out for a moment. It was quite interesting.

PK is rather stable. I constantly have the feeling that if i need to use it, i can.. well... i somewhat do. When trucks drive past through a puddle of water, i would attempt to create a wall. Or i would purposely step forcefully into a puddle (which sets the water and half-mold snow flying around me), i would try suspending them in air.

Not much really is going on right now. I'm tired, that's the main thing (even though we only had 2 lessons today... teacher was "sick"). Well, either way, the current life is rather boring. Constrained.
No OBE's, some odd dreams (which i can't remember except the fact something bad happened), some stuff pulled my mood pretty down, felt disgusted and guilty. Yeah... that's pretty much all.