While attempting OBE, i started to experience odd sensation. It felt like something was moving in my legs (later in hands too. It felt as there were snakes under my skin. This occurred physically, it was not mental, but it was partially fed by attention). After experiencing, it led to numbness. It would repeat the same process when the numbness would be disturbed. I guess the sensation would be quite similar to the sensation of a cramp, but without it actually going into the stage.
Funny thing was, when i was attempting OBE, my dad's leg went into a cramp and i could hear him moan in pain. I couldn't but laugh at it (i even do now, i *sorta* hate him. You can leave the word in "*" out. And the reason is because he is an ego-freak. Always thinks himself to be higher than others, gets furious at even he slightest things). xD
After that, i descended into deep trance and was able to see rather clearly through my eye lids. Nothing more happened after it.
Apart from this, my head has been aching. Not sure what's the problem... neck muscles seem ok, energy flow... ok. Hmmm....
Had another dream which i cannot remember... something to do with death again.
Watched an anime called "Dante's Inferno" (i've never read the book, nor have played the game). I guess it had a fair storyline.
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And made this for valentine for less than 2 hours... started too late, had no time to model (nor do UV mapping) more stuff so i rendered it with transparency and took an HDR scenery and put it as background (blurred it, used leveling and b&w filter). You can even see the blackness around the vase where i said "fuck it. I'm done" (got tired of the mistakes and left as it was).
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