OBE: The noise... the unbearable noise! (19.02.2014)

This evening (around 6), i was so tired, i decided to take a quick nap. Woke up around 9. Too hot, heart racing like hell (i was sleeping with clothes). I didn't really care and suppressed the feeling and closed my eyes. The next thing i know, is that I'm sucked into an OBE state. I thought "well, it can't be that bad. If I'm already here, i might as well try".

The same happened. Noise -- That. Freaking. Noise. But, then again, i found out an interesting.... "thing".
As i was in that state, i deepened it and it went even louder. At some point, it was really loud -- so loud, that i felt like my head was gonna explode and i was mentally screaming "Shut the hell up already!", i pushed even further, where the noise faded away (not sure if that's from the loss of concentration or ...?).

Another interesting thing, the sound can be multiplied by simply the thought of it there being more than one. It wasn't a pleasant feeling... or rather should i say, "sound". At points, i thought i was going to be deaf (luckily mental experiences don't have physical interactions with body.... least not a lot).

Now, the next things i want to try:

• "Falling into an endless pit" (from the dreams of my childhood)
• Stabilizing the state, "feeding" other senses in.
• Attempting to actually move or send my consciousness into another location.

Also, it would seem as "the fear" acts an amplifier.

Another odd thing is, that this state seems to suck you in, and won't let you go unless you try. I've always tried for fun to move my arms and stuff. Nope, haha. It's like with PK. You just don't have the proper connection to the object. Today, the "sucking in" happened twice. I wonder, if you try more, experience more, will these sensations happen more frequently?

And -- it takes unconsiderable amount will to come out of that state while it's trying to pull you in. I barely managed to keep my eyes open for a couple of seconds.


Unbearable noise and dead silent -- just like the dreams from childhood.