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Saturday, May 31, 2014

Creating a site and some other stuff

I'm creating a site where i'm gonna upload all kinds of stuff. Ebooks, experiments, videos and all kinds of other cool stuff. I've already made an experimental upload site (uploads to my Google Docs). The site itself is still fairly broken and uncompleted. I will be refining this at school (since all i have now, are computer classes).

http://imm0rta1.pwnz.org

Aside from that, i'm restarting the ORMUS experiments. I'm gonna try going with my own theory this time (shale oil -> ORMUS, using vinegar and NaOH). The theory is still fairly flawed, but should work. I will publish the results once i've tried.


There's something that infuriates me. The fact that people use anime characters as tools, as if they have no mind on their own. There is. Learn to observe. Learn to listen and feel. There is always a presence.




Have had dreams -- nothing significant. OBE failed since i fell asleep.

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Short dream log: The damn grass is on fire!!

I don't know why, but for some reason, i couldn't extinguish the grass on fire for some reason. There were some logs that didn't want to go out either. Strangely enough, i didn't get burned even once. I even rolled on the grass (which was one fire). xD
Somehow, it just relit itself. No idea how.

Apart from that, i tried OBE last night. Partially fell through while some parts were stuck. Gave quite the shock. Having trouble with OBE lately. :/

Monday, May 26, 2014

I died, again!

I wonder how many times have i already died. Had another dream where it happened (unreleased post, i'll finish it later). The death was different. Sure... i was struck by lightning bolt, but that's not it. The infamous "white light". It was more like a room where the mind resided. The dream was unrealistically real. Sure, i knew i was dreaming and knew something was about to happen (well... i kinda stared at the sky since i sensed it coming). But after getting struck, i was so damn lucid, that it actually felt as i had died. My thoughts were somewhat... undesicive (probably since i was 100% conscious, maybe more). I recall saying "So this is what death feels like... so... am i dead for real this time? ...no... doesn't seem that way. But what if i would be? Would i continue to strive to survive, or would i accept it? Neither. I will become a ghost. It'll be fun! I can finally get freedom! I can go where ever my heart desires. Hmm, but for now, i shall continue to live. Yup. Let's wake up.".

I wonder if i would have actually died if i would've given up on my will to live? Most curious, indeed.

THOUGH! Dying does seem to affect body and mentality. My skills were much stronger today, compared to at all. It's like it gave superboost. I could see 7 energy layers surround me. The visibility of others' varied. The cap between each was different from person to person too. There were 'strings' in air too. Seeing where people's awareness is, how and where is concentrated was more visible too. I observed several people. There was a thick line connecting from laptop to classmates' third eye. The others' line somehow "reflected" off. Emotions are more visible too.

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I got to finish the other post already...
Oh, and the English exam i took, I got that a 3. Meh, don't care one bit. Just numbers to me, anyways.

Update of 26.05.2014

Later today English exam. Not worrying about it at all. Never studied for it. I'll just play for '3', but if i happen to get a better grade, doesn't matter really. They are nothing, but numbers to me after all. Like i love saying:"I study for myself. Not for school, nor anyone else. What i choose to learn is up-to me."

Seems like i've flown out of all music need. Messed around with FL Studio for hours, now played guitar. Feels like i got no regrets, no worries, no needs... and no goal. Completely empty, yet so fulfilled.

Had another weird dream. It was quite absurd. Or perhaps, there was simply so much information packed together, that it seemed absurd to me.

Other than all that, nothing much has really happened. I'm not really expecting much out of this life, either. If i'd have a chance to go to another reality, i would. Haven't had any OBE's... it's so damn hot. I don't like heat. You can always get hot, but getting cold is a bit difficult (i'm not saying it's not possible).


*Sighs*... i really don't know what to expect (or perhaps i already know what will happen). Total zero...

Sunday, May 25, 2014

Anime post: One Piece 85

I just had to post this:



And this few moments after:


(He's speaking 'medicine' as a drug, not as a mental concept)

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Update of 22.05.2014

So... English exam next monday (26-th). Damn lucky people, get to have a free day off just because of it.

Started learning japanese (not words, but i understand around 50% already). Kanji, hira- & katakana. I got half table of hiraganas learned in 2 days (didn't put much effort). I still cannot remember them to draw. This will fix itself once i get used to reading. I can already partially read text. Totally worth it. :)

Had some random thought moments yesterday. Made ink powder from printer ink and the other batch from very fine charcoal ("dissolve-able" by water). Seems to work fine. I'm gonna try making another one with dextrin, ink and alcohol. Should work. Can't use oils due to not drying. Hmmmmmm..............
While i was at it already, made a brush. Brush-tip was made from hair, end superglued, trimmed and glued to a pencil with a hole in it. I don't have enough funds to buy proper stuff. Have to improvise. xD

The row of weird dreams continue. I cannot understand where the effect originates. I don't seem to be in a different mind-set. I'm the usual me. Mood swings up and down and ideas come flying in from left and right. *shrugs*

People sometimes sure know how to ask stupid questions. Some think that the external HDD i carry is a computer... sure, it can be mistaken for a Rasberry, but aren't there a bit too few ports?
It's interesting to observe people's "huge realization" moments. Amusing too. When i teached my handicapped friend how to set up VPN and what something does, he always had this kinda "hyped" mind-set. Kinda like happy that he finally understood something. He's kind of a paranoid when it comes to security. Well, i doubt there's anyone in the school that potentially hack VPN. Well... there is 1 (and a friend of his), but they wouldn't probably do it... probably. :D


I'm using emoticons more... ayashina (strange/curious)...

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So... ink test... alcohol went down. It does not dissolve dextrin (a binding agent made from corn/potato starch). Replaced it with hot water and seemed to work wonders. Dried fairly quickly. Did not fade or make smudges when went over with hand (when dried). Did not pass trough either. Perfect.


It's fairly difficult to write normal alphabet. I think i now know why they resorted to the creation of a new language. Hiraganas (or kanji's or katakanas in that matter) seem fairly easy to draw/write. Now i have to find a way somehow make the ink last longer. More concentrated, perhaps?

Monday, May 19, 2014

Dream log: '7 children'

Seems my dreams keep getting wilder. I'm not complaining, it's fun, no matter what i may experience!

Cannot remember the whole dream due to not memorizing it well enough at morning. I'll go over it by skipping some caps.

The dream had bits of 'To aru kagaku no Railgun' in it, yet the landscape/environment, was my home village.

I'm not quite sure who or what i was, but the family i was in -- i was the eldest. I had 4 brothers and 2 sisters.
I'm not sure what happened, but they all went out on a stormy day. I decided to follow them (it was more out of concern, rather than out of curiosity). There's a big mall in front of me... a person asks if i know something. Had no time, shot a bolt of electricity to cause a distraction. The girl was confused (it was so fast that she didn't notice it). Then her mom comes up and starts blaming her for doing it while she trying to explain that she did not cause it (apparently abilities were common). I interrupt and say it was me, apologize and move on. As i leave, i can hear the girl's mom say "People like him should die". For some reason, i get fairly depressed. I sit on a bench nearby... it's still raining. I gave up on following my brothers and sisters. I just sit there, in dark thoughts. When i raise my head, i see them standing right in front of me, smiling. Their sheer smiles were enough to make me feel better. Younger sister reaches out her hand towards me and says:"Don't worry about us. Even if you are the eldest, we will support you with all we got... after all, we are the '7 children'!". My mood lightens up.

// End of part 1 of dream

// Start of part 2

In the second part of the dream, people became... extreme. Their usual personalities were pushed to the point where they nearly never go. Their purest state. Without a hesitation, they would follow what they believed as correct. There's not much to talk about it, though.

// Dream end

Well... there's one thing that i can say -- I love dream people more than this reality's ones. Like A LOT MORE.

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Dream log: Distorted away

This is... i don't know how many'th dream in the row that has been seriously distorted. People's personalities are completely different. I cannot read their actions anymore.

Dream starts off with me somewhat expressing my rage against my mom. She gets fairly depressed. I wanted to say sorry, but she would not realize what she had done wrong, so i did not. She disappears. Thus begins my journey to search her again.

The next thing i remember, is being somewhere in a big city (something like London sub-urban areas). The environment is completely unknown to me. I do not what to expect at all (thus having a slight awareness that I'm in a dream, yet no conscious control over it. I tend to find fun in "going with the flow"). A bit later, it's night. I meet with some people who fell out of the school. Their personalities aren't as much distorted, but there is a noticeable difference. The one who i got along with, seemed to be in some sort of a gang. He was somewhat more aggressive (in real life, he was in a friendly way. He never hurt anyone, though). There was a barrel, burning something, or maybe, for heat and light. The overall mood was sad. Everyone seemed... lost, yet somehow they had enough will to support each other. The one whom i spoke of, poured water onto the fire-alarm switch (it should go off) and it went off. I ran out and looked behind with a confused face... they were just sitting there calmly (or perhaps, they seemed as there is no help). A while past, no firefighters, no nothing.
I decided to buy some coca-cola from a nearby open-air shop. In the end, i brought some kind of powdered stuff, instead of a drink. Well, it was only 2.60 (no idea how i remembered that so precisely).
As i take my leave, i come across a kid (roughly 5-7 years old). He asks where i am going. I said, that I'm not sure. That I'm in search of my mom. I told her name and he said that he was allowed to be her new "son". From that point, i sorta developed some hatred at him. Perhaps jealousy. I didn't really care a lot, so i let him follow me.
We walk across streets and he asks if i know where I'm going. Suddenly, i remembered that I've seen this place before. From a dream (paradox? Remembering dream inside a dream?). A place flashes across my eyes. A name. "Grand ???????". I begin to search for a place with that name. Luckily, i memorized big part of the path i must take.
Not long after, i find the place. I open the door... I'm on the 4-rth floor already? Hmm. Mom is speaking with 2 other women. I simply stand and look, deciding not to interrupt. The boy does not do anything, either. I could sense him looking me with fear in his mind. I do not waver.
When mom looks at me,  it feels like she falls deeper into a pitch black hole. The one where I've been falling for ages. For eternity. Her eyes are lifeless. I felt sad, yet i already knew, that this personality is distorted. She is not from where i am, yet it made me wonder, perhaps, it is i, who lives many lives at once? How come i have never met myself? Many thoughts go through my mind, yet i decide to put them all aside. I say:"Did this running away help you? The one who is supposed to fall, is me, not you". I see regret from her face. She stands up without a word, and goes to another room. Her mood did lighten, though. I sit on a couch. Right in front of me, i have a clear view over the city. It's deteriorating. Everything seems to be in bad shape.

// Dream end


It's strange. Are my dreams being influenced by my mood? They never have been before. It's also strange, that this has been going on over a week now.

Also, i'm not quite sure what i meant under "falling". I think i meant the constant dreams about falling into darkness (and now the depression), but who knows. Perhaps there is a more significant meaning behind it.

Saturday, May 17, 2014

Bound by strings?

From time-to-time i sit on the bed when mom goes to sleep. They've concluded it as "dream-guarding". Nowhere near it. I can test out new theories. Yesterday, i was doing the normal routine. Scanning and analyzing all kinds of fields. Conscious, density, primary, differencial etc. A wide range of things, to put it simply. Something caught my attention. You know one of the plasma spheres? It looked fairly similar to it. Body as the center, then spiraling upwards into a fine thread. I couldn't see further than about 20cm. They were located throughout the body. There was a strange ... uhh... pillar(?) of energy exiting from near the arm. In the lower spine, there was what looked like a bite mark (density). This was all on my mom's body. Hmm. I wonder what that could be.

Couldn't stay up a lot longer last night, decided to try OBE  (in a  half-sitting half-lying position). No idea what happened next. Can't remember.

Lots of dreams. Most were completely random.

I was in a fairly low mood yesterday (pretty damn near to a breakdown).

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Interesting thing is that most the aura viewing talk about seeing the auras and other fields. I can tell that they are far from truth. In order to see, you need to sense fields first, then project awareness to the area which you wish to view and define what you wish to see in what way. You actually don't see it. You are interpretating sight-location to sensing certain point/area, then sensing reinterpretated into sight information with certain "rules". It's basic synesthesia. Making one sense be expressed in another way. Well, atleast that's my logic behind it.

Monday, May 12, 2014

Day update of 12.05.2014

*Sighs* Mood is fairly low.

I was thinking the dreams over again. Many perspectives. Lost all of my will to do schoolwork due to it. Delusions... I wonder.

Future and past. Life and death -- These questions keep popping up in my mind over and over. I guess it's a pre-depression state of mind. It still hasn't hit me, though. Wonder what's taking so long?

Did some research on deep web.
So, Tor, eh? Scooped up some search engines as well. Tor seems to have a search engine too. Never knew that. I'm getting pretty bugged by having eyes behind my back, watching my every move.
8---23-15-14-4-5-18---8-6---8---3-1-14---6-8-14-4---19-15-13-5---19-5-3-18-5-20---6-9-12-5-19?

It's a fairly easy to reverse the code. It couldn't be even called a code since it's so easy.

Well, i'm bored now.


Edit (21:29):

So... Here's some 'Magi':




Night update of 12.05.2014

Well-p. I'm starting to think that someone's manipulating my dreams. There certainly was a very strong similarity with yesterday's dreams (the feeling was nearly identical). Had some nightmares (just regular stuff, nothing scary). Woke up several times. At one point, i noticed my touchpad's charging light reflect off of my phone which looked like a person's glowing eyes. Moved it so there wouldn't be it (i was thinking of it able to manifest through some sort of imitation). Didn't help. Woke up and tried to send a telepathic message throughout my room. "Bring it. It'll make my night more fun". And after that, it went away... until morning of course. But then it wasn't even on the level of nightmare anymore.

Oh the irony. When i try to blame someone (It starts with a 'G' and ends with a 'e'. You use it daily) or express my opinion, i get this:

...  stop you from imagining. That's what i wanted to say ('came accidentally came' lol). Actually, the errors are starting to get more (not this one) annoying. There's constantly "unable to publish, try again" (probably connection ones, but then again...) ones.

Also, this is interesting:

http://hereandnow.wbur.org/2013/11/08/the-deep-web

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Dream log: Why won't you love me??

Well, it seems i finally had to face one of the possibilities. Hurts? Yes. Given up? No.

Me, my neighbors and classmate went to beach. It resembled Peipsi in some manner, but it seemed more tropical. The water was clear and warm. When i was sitting in water alone, i noticed my delusions (anime character whom i love. There were other characters too). I tried to blend in with the people, but they completely ignored me. This went on for a while. We decided to go back to the camps. When others left and we were alone, i asked. "Why won't you talk to me? Why only them? In what way am i inferior to them?" "Just because you can hack into few places doesn't make you anyone. (before that, i sorta hacked into few sattelites)"

**I cannot remember the exact what was said from here on, but we compared how i was inferior to others. In the end, this happened:**

(Me):"See? I'm capable of doing all the same! I don't get it. Why? Just why?? Perhaps you aren't the real one. Perhaps you are just fake of a whom i search for. The real one would never act the way you do. I will continue searching for the real one. For now, farewell."

// Dream ends


Yuuppp.... Ow. That was harsh. I might have inflicted myself more damage than i did to her. I guess the image (and personality) can corrupt once you hold onto it for long enough. Though, i did let go of the "love" a while ago. I thought that the "love" might be getting in the way of progress. I did make a promise to remember and not forget.

Man... dreams can be painful.

Thursday, May 8, 2014

Dreams of 8.05.2014

I'm back to my usual dream awareness and been wanting to write some.


1) The melancholy for constructs

The dream in overall describes my sadness if people could materialize a person, and then use them (from a negative perspective) then simply erase them from existence. This felt very wrong to me. Sussch was in that dream. I'm not sure why, but for some reason, his opinion about it made me slightly angry, while i could not disagree with him, either. His thought was that it was fine to trash those constructs, if it's for some greater good. Maybe that Sussch, was simply in some way, distorted by myself.

I think it's just wrong to simply use a construct for personal good (even though you created it). Then again, it's just my opinion.


2) Hatred and forgiveness

It was fairly random. I was sort of a companion throughout the dream. i never really said or did much, i simply followed and watched.
The story was about a man and woman. The man was somewhat cheating on her (well, not really. It was more of "comforting" the other). While the man is away, the woman dies due to an assassination (sniper shot). Her mind falls into a gloomy state in the end. He curses that he takes revenge on the man (not  the assassin) for many future lives. She takes a form of a big black snake with many teeth.
Well, then i and him got killed for around 2-3 times. In the end, when he encounters her, he just says:"I'm sorry i wasn't there, but realize, that this hatred shall not fix what has happened. If it makes any better, then kill me again, May i take away your sorrow and hatred, and may perhaps, we live a better life next life".

And then the dream cuts off.


3) Curses

A short dream about how easily people are tricked into cursing themselves.

The weather is gloomy. The houses look fallen apart (i should somehow start calling certain dream-setups...). There is no electricity. I'm standing on a balcony of a manor (again). I got a bag of milk. Got nowhere to put it... Ah, i'll drink a little from it so i can hang onto it.
I go to see some other people (2). They are outside. What i see is:
One is yelling at the other for being cursed. The other simply accepting it. When it over and the one who yelled left, i went near the guy and said:
"Try it (offers milk)". He refuses. I sigh and simply make him take it. He asks "what am i supposed to do with it?". "What else can you do with it? Drink it."
"Why?"
"Just drink"
"(Drinks) ...so?"
"Is it sour? I thought i tasted something weird"
"(Tastes again)... i think so"
"You do realize, that there's nothing wrong with it? That you just created that "sour" yourself? Your 'curse' is nothing more but the same. You are too easily suggestible".
Walks away -- "You can have the milk. Think, but don't let those thoughts deceive you."


4) Crows

This was fairly random. 2 seasons -- winter and summer at the same time. Something about crows flying into houses. Some flew against the brick walls and died. Some caught inside, so i threw them outside again. Strangely, it seemed as if they were afraid of something outside (foreboding something, perhaps?). Did not see anything. Cat got outside due to me catching the crows and leaving the window open. I think i saw my first cat after that outside. Kinda felt sad.


OK. Back to sleep. Let's see if i have anything more interesting in reserve. :P (<-- Literally just woke up to write this)

Sunday, May 4, 2014

Some random nonsense (4.05.2014)

Pretty much OK. I even remember a dream... it was fairly random, though.

Cat ran outside, i ran to catch him. Caught, found some odd things on the ground too. Called mom too take the cat inside. Inside an old box, there were polaroids. There was somebody on the picture. Mom seemed to know her. The next second "She doesn't want them. She wants nothing to do with them". (*Me thinks* "How the hell does she know that? She didn't even call or anything...").  There was around 6 polaroids. I remember watching 3 of them. One had 3 people on it. One had russian-like (old) environment in it, with a person standing in the middle. The last seemed like a birthday. A person was standing between a doorway. I just shrugged and set them nearby. I also scavanged a light bulb from a projector (we have one, but no light bulb for it).

The second one was something about obstacle course... fairly random.

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Had an idea to create a computer cluster using Rocks. Never made it.

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Rewatching 'To aru kagaku no railgun' series. The 'Personal reality' and 'Idol' theories have interesting points. It's like the writer himself was a psion lol

http://toarumajutsunoindex.wikia.com/wiki/Personal_Reality
http://toarumajutsunoindex.wikia.com/wiki/Idol_Theory

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Edit (16:54):

Crashed my touchpad 4 times straight. Every time i managed to watch To aru kagaku no Railgun S (ep 9), it crashed. As i suspected. Geisting. I set it a little bit away from me and didn't crash anymore. Guess i got excited while watching. *Sighs* Conscious control over abilities? Nope! ...What a bother.

Saturday, May 3, 2014

Ill (3.05.2014)

I finally fell ill, aswell. First my mom, then dad and when they are nearly OK, i get blown by more serious one than they did. Then again, i'm not complaining. It's fun in it's own way. Even standing feels like someone turned up the gravity. Also, thanks to my body being weak at the moment, that means the connection between body/soul-mind is weak. I'm treating it as OBE training, since it acts fairly similarily to sleep paralysis. Body doesn't want to respond as it should be, so it's a good training for will.
The only thing that annoys me is this goddarn runny/stuffed nose. Damn impossible to breathe. Otherwise, i'm all ok. In fact, i'm not even going to bother healing myself or anything. The majority of it is already past. :P

Update of 2.05.2014

This is such an epic song. Love it. It's a suiting background song for this post.


I got lots of things to tell today instead of writing some random nonsense as usually.
Had a strange dream. I didn't remember it, until randomly wasting time. It had some very odd points.

It was sunny. A hot day. The environment looked something like where i've never been. It was a town, though. A plot of green grass, some fallen apart fence. In front of us, there stands a two-floor house. Wooden one. It looked as no one had used it for ages, yet there it was... standing. There was 3 of us, all males. I'm unsure who they were since i've never felt anyone with similar feeling before. They felt... different. It felt like all of were as one. I open the wooden door. I cautiously step in as the door creaks open. No one. Through the broken tainted windows, sun shines in.

We search through the first floor. *Creak*... *creak*... the floor creaks as we step. We find a locked box. Crap. Someone's coming. I run to the other room where there's a bed. Quickly hide underneath it. 2 men come in... greeeaat. My only hope now is to somehow survive and not be noticed. Luckily, the two other come and talk to them. They were fairly friendly. I crawl from underneath the bed, holding the chest. We sit where the sun shined through. On the floor (japanese style). I asked what was in it. I see a morn faces emerge. It was an urn. They speak with an expression, as in ready to cry. Their voice trembles, as in ready to break down. What they said, i still cannot get over it...  "...an old lady WHO SAT ALONE ON THE CHAIR WAITING FOR SOMEONE OR SOMETHING. She seemed SAD. The last thing she said was 'I will keep waiting, until i will save myself'". Wow. Just wow. And know what? THIS:

From Update 28.03.2014:
"An old house in the middle of nowhere, on top of a small hill. Green grass with golden sunshine. The house is made of wood. Inside lives no one, but was habited by an old woman. Completely alone. Waiting for something. Inside i see old cupboard, covered in dust. There lies a rocking chair to the left of it. Golden light shines in from the right, illuminating with it's rays, as if she is still sitting there... waiting, with sad eyes that stare into the nothingness."

I did not realize it in dream. I realized it until i started remembering it.

Continuing on the dream. They requested that i would dump the ashes to the sea from a high spot, so the ashes would be carried away by the winds and waters until they return to earth. See? Another resemblance again. Fire, air, water, earth. The four elements.

I'm seriously thrown back, but what bothers me is "I will keep waiting, until i will save myself". What exactly does that mean? This is seriously bugging my depression and accelerating it in all ways. (*Repeats the line in mind several times*)... Could it be possible that it means saving myself? Waiting until i will save myself? (*Squeezes head behind hands*) Goddamnit...! This is bugging me so much for some reason! This is not making any sense! Are you asking me to save the past me? This is seriously making my brains crash.

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(*Sighs*)... What a brain-cracker. Is that even a word? No idea.
There is something more. Not about that dream. It's an older one.
I noticed a huge resemblance between today's Reporter scene about firing rockets and stuff.

It's from "Dream log: Deafened, wind slapping crows and scary stalker" (30.12.2013):

"The most memorable scene. I walk down a street. There's a crossroad. Pretty beautiful environment (it was summer, everything was green). I look to right... "That's odd, that really looks like a tank... oh shit! It is one!" (Loud bang, can't hear anything) a huge tree falls, i nearly dodge it. I hide into nearby bush near the fence of the road. It's turning... better cover my ears this time. (dream ends)"

http://www.reporter.ee/2014/05/02/slovjansk-ukraina-eriteenistuse-piiramisrongas/



Nope. I'm done. 





Thursday, May 1, 2014

Update of 1.05.2014

Yesterday, i tired out my eyes a lot. I did some mental training. I would close one eye and then project an overlay of what the closed eye sees. Succeeded multiple times. Though, mediating how strong the overlay is, is somewhat difficult. It would either be completely blacked out or not at all. Also, auras and other fields were easier to see like that.

As i got tired of that, i decided to try some other stuff. Generating a model out of an object. Worked great.
Tried to also generate a black overlay on sight (so it would be darker), but that only rendered an image in mind.
Once i got tired of that, i was observing the clouds outside. Just the usual disruptions. I did want to create a whole in time/space... started seeing distortions -- quickly repair it. xD

While mom was playing one of those "match 3" games on FB, i was attempting to turn off other colors and find possibilities. It didn't turn off, but it sorta "highlighted: the color i was concentrating on.

After that, my eyes were aching a lot. Went to try OBE, but fell asleep instead. :/

...

Oh, right. The radio went a bit nutty yesterday as well. We have surround system and 2 speakers are on the computer desk. While i was gaming, the speakers would randomly make a strong "pop" sound, then fail to play for a short while and come back on. It also kinda "vibrated" like something was disrupting radio signals. I closed the game and went away from the PC, hasn't done it ever since lol.
Let's face it. I'm not much of a PK user. I'm more of an "observer". I haven't trained PK who knows since. I only do it when i feel like it, thus, my abilities aren't significant like other's.



Edit (0:07):

*Sighs* Still uploading ownCloud files to GoogleDrive. I'm attempting to set it up there (15 GB!). To my knowledge, Google should allow using Drive as a server. From there on, i can simply create a subdomain redirect to the location.
It's still sitting at 67% (5900 / 8389 files). Feel like falling asleep already. 1 file per second... >.<



Edit (1:29):

Fuck. Google drive doesn't support PHP. *Takes deep breath and sighs*... that's what i get for not researching before doing.

But let's face it, this is awesome and i can 100% relate:
(Thanks Sussch, for remindindinding... goddamnit... REMINDING me of this great series!)


I wonder if anyone else does that "sky-grasp" thingy?... I know i do it awfully often (practically every night and sometimes at daytime too).